(RussiaxReader) Shattered Sunflower Memories (FIN)

DICLAIMER! I don't own you or Hetalia.

WARNING! Two words. Epic. Fail.

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"Where did that patient go?"

"Have you seen her?"

"No, but I'm sorry, but I think…"

I heard the nurses whisper frantically as I strolled through the hallways. My memories, the doctors said, were gone, and I couldn't even remember my sister. I feel bad for them, as well as ashamed to not have recognized them. Looking outside, I saw an endless land of white, and frowned. I felt like something was missing. Something bright, warm and nostalgic.

Stepping outside, I found a little girl in the snow several yards away from the hospital. Skipping in a lilt manner, I reached the girl. Her beautiful face reminded me of something…

"What are you doing here?"

"I… don't know…"

"What do you remember?"

"Can you tell me, sir?"

At that moment I remembered. My life, my love, my duty, my existence. Holding (name) close to my body, I said in a hushed voice.

"Shhh… I'll bring you home, da?"

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I remember. That moment I got hit by the car, and when I saw Russia, bloodstained. I was so scared that he was severely injured, and I recalling that frightening moment. I remember... I recall that moment when I tried to commit suicide.

"Russia… I remember, Russia. That car was about hit me, but you were there to protect me… and I got hit again by the same car who was hit by a car behind it… and…"

That must've been the video Estonia refused to show me. I stretch my hands out to feel Russia's cold, blushed cheeks. Russia extended his arm as well, holding the back of my head very gently. Our distance slowly grew closer and closer and I could feel Russia's lips press against mine. Fingers entangling in my hair, Russia gained dominance as he pressed his lips and body against mine.

"I love you, Russia."

I slowly regain my true self, and leave my Aleksandra alone behind me. Russia chuckles and my mouth met his as he delivered another breath-taking kiss.

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